Yesterday was quite therapeutic, as I cooked and prepared my traditional party fare for my New Years Eve party. At the grocery store it just slowly came back to me. "Oh, I used to make baked brie in apricot sauce. Ooo! They have mango jam now. I can use that instead of apricot jam. I used to make stuffed mushrooms with Rondele Herb and Garlic spread. I used to make the best chocolate-covered strawberries. I can make a vegetable torte. I can ..... I can....."
As I cooked and chopped and listened to my Rieger Klaus grand piano play Chopin, I was so happy. Here I was giving a party to my old and new friends who had helped me this last year while I was restructuring my new life. I didn't realize that the party was also a gift to me. It made me remember that I didn't need a gourmet kitchen or a mansion to throw a party. I just needed to have faith in me, remember that I was the one who planned and gave the parties before, and thank God for the friends that I have who love me just as I am.
I started my New Year will a lot of joy. I hope that you did, too. Happy New Year! We get to learn from our mistakes, remember what we do well, and start out a new year with confidence and strength.
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