Kayaking Down the American River in Red, White, and Blue on the 4th of July!

    My favorite kayaking group in Sacramento is the Sacramento Paddle Pushers.  Lynn, the leader, did an excellent job of organizing this one!  Here's some videos.
    We started out at Sailor Bar.

     We made it safely to the San Juan Rapids.

       One of our kayakers went over in the rapids, but the Rangers were there and saved him.

      Then we paddled after lunch and went through the Arden Rapids and took out at Gristmill.

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Eppies Great Race Dreaming

    Well, I can't ever be in Eppie's Great Race, because I'm Shomer Shabbos, and the race is on Saturday.  But, today I kayaked the course with the Sacramento Paddle Pushers, so I know that I could do the Iron Woman now---if the race was on Sunday.
    We launched at Fairs Oaks Walking Bridge off Sunrise Blvd.

     Then our leader showed us where Eppie's Great Race kayakers launch---just above the Sunrise Walking Bridge.

    Soon the first fast flow appeared.

     Eventually we approached the dangerous, yet short San Juan Rapids.

    After the rapids there is this super cute shoe tree---a collection of shoes that people lose in the rapids.

      A few racers were with us, so when we came to the triple fork, we determined the middle fork is the fastest.

     After the triple fork is a double fork.  The fastest fork is the left one.

      Finally, we came to the finish line for Eppie's Great Race.

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Seeing G_d

          It would seem that G_d created us to bestow good upon us.  He is our Creator and created us in His image, so we would create.  He gave us what we see, touch, hear, taste, smell, and sense spiritually so that from this we would chose to create good and to lovingly delight G_d. 

SheRahEl means “He who sees G_d,” what Israel means.  He wanted to find vessels, humans, that would use what was given to them to create this good and "see" Him.  Israel was not defined, however.

Per Rabbi Aryeh Kaplan in “The Aryeh Kaplan Reader, The Jew” on p. 160, “If Adam would have been worthy and would not have sinned, then all of his children would have been worthy of the Torah.  If not for Adam’s sin, all mankind would have had the status of ‘Israel’.

            “Because of Adam’s sin, however, the Torah [the instructions for behaving in this world] was restricted to the small portion of mankind who would be worthy of receiving it.  The rest of the human race were given seven commandments, binding on every human being.  They are:

1.     Not to worship idols.

2.     Not to blaspheme G_d.

3.     To establish courts of justice.

4.     Not to murder.

5.     Not to commit adultery or incest.

6.     Not to steal.

7.     Not to eat flesh from a living animal.

“Of these commandments, only the first six were given to Adam himself.  The last commandment would have been redundant for him, since the eating of all animal flesh was forbidden until the generation of Noah.  Thus, the final commandment, forbidding the eating of flesh from a living animal, was given to Noah and his sons.

“These commandments were given in order that man receive an eternal reward for obeying them, and thus we are taught that a non-Jew who obeys these seven laws has a portion in the World to Come.  However, these commandments were also meant to benefit man morally in this world as well.  Thus, the prohibitions against idolatry and blasphemy taught man to worship and respect G_d, this being the foundation of all morality and ethics.  This was further strengthened by the commandments forbidding murder, incest/adultery and robbery, as well as the one requiring the administration of justice.  Finally, the prohibition against eating flesh from a living animal separated man from the savage, teaching him kindness toward his fellow creatures and control of his base appetites.”

As always, after the flood humans started reverting back to paganism.  During the time of Abraham, the world was ripe with G_d being just about anything that one could see and usually touch.   We humans are so drawn to idols which is one small reason why G_d has always concealed Himself in this world and one cannot “See” G_d in the literal sense, we only see His creations and His light---His effects.  No human has seen G_d’s entirety and remained living in this world.

Abraham, the father of many nations, arose to seek only G_d and turned from idols.  Just as Adam had children that did not all “See G_d,” so did Abraham. Isaac “saw” G_d, and begot Jacob and Essau.  Only Jacob, however, turned from idols and “saw” G_d in this generation.  It was also Jacob who finally attained “Israel.”

(Genesis 32:25-29):  Jacob remained alone, and a man wrestled with him until daybreak.  When the man saw that he could not defeat Jacob, he struck him in the hollow of his thigh, and Jacob’s hip was dislocated as he wrestled.  The man then said, “Let me go, for day is breaking.”  Jacob replied, “I will not let you go unless you bless me.  The man asked him, “What is your name?”  and he answered, “Jacob.”  The man then said, “Your name shall no longer be Jacob.  From now on it shall be Israel, for you have been great with G_d, and you have prevailed against man.”

It was then that “Israel” was decided.  Jacob had a relationship with the one true G_d and abstained from being part of the pagan practices all around him.  Though being “Israel” is now being part of the Jewish people and studying Torah, it is also “Seeing” G_d.  Through the ages those Jews who do not “See” G_d are weeded out by G_d. 

It is an unusual time, though.  Many feel the strength of Jews that don’t “See” G_d and have taken on the ways of man is needed to defend the “Israelis” that have been great with G_d, and prevailed against man.  This is probably the repeating story line throughout the ages.  It’s best to be a strong Jew and prevail against man and “See” G_d like Jacob did.  G_d, after all, can do anything and defend His people once more.  Also, the requirements for entering the World to Come for a Jew is much more difficult than abiding by the seven Noahide Commandments whether one “Sees” G_d or not.  Blindness to the one bestowing good upon us is no excuse at the gates of the World to Come.


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Pesach (Passover) and It's Significance

    Today's Shabbat reading of Rabbi Aryeh Kaplan's book, "The Aryeh Kaplan Reader: The Rectification of Adam's Sin," discussed the significance of Pesach, Passover.  Pesach is about telling the story of the Exodus when G_d passed over the Jews with the Angel of Death.  He actually freed them from the power of the Angel of Death, at least until they tragically transgressed with the Golden Calf.
    Per Rabbi Aryeh Kaplan, "The Talmud states that with the giving of the Torah all the negative effects of Adam's sin were annulled with respect to the Jewish nation.  In particular, the Jews were freed from the power of the Angel of Death.
    "It was only later, some forty days following the Sinai experience when the Jews tragically transgressed by worshiping the Golden Calf, that we as a people reverted back to the unrectified state that was introduced to mankind by the initial sin of Adam."
    Rabbi Aryeh Kaplan further explains that Rabbi Yitzchak Luria taught that Pesach provides the Jews with a method of rectifying Adam's sin.  "Why were the Jews in Egypt in the first place?  The answer is that they were there as the result of a question that their forefather, Abraham, had asked of G_d after He had promised to give Abraham and his descendants the Land of Israel as an eternal inheritance (Genesis 15:8)....Abraham had asked of G_d, 'How will I know?'"
    Bad idea.  This showed G_d that he, Abraham, who had made significant progress in rectifying knowledge, had a lapse of faith.  Per Rabbi Yitzchak Luria, "In answer to Abraham's question, G_d appeared to the patriarch in a vision and said, 'Abram, know for a surety that your seed shall be strangers in a land that is not theirs and they shall serve them...' (Genesis 15:13)."  So because of Abraham's small lack of faith, the Jews ended up in Egypt, where cursed Ham, son of Noah's, descendants lived, to start rectifying Adam's sin of eating from the Etz Hadaas (the Tree of Knowledge) of good and bad.
    Rabbi Aryeh Kaplan then explains a bit more about exactly how Adam sinned.  "The Talmud comments that Adam had only been prohibited from eating the fruit of the Tree of Knowledge for just a few hours.  Man had been created on the sixth day of Creation which was a Friday, and G_d merely wanted Adam to refrain from eating from the fruit of the Tree of Knowledge, which according  to one opinion was a grapevine, until the start of the Sabbath on Friday night...to sanctify the Sabbath.  Had he only waited until the proper time, Adam could have eaten from the Tree of Knowledge and then succeeded in truly elevating the quality of knowledge."
     So during the Exodus the Jewish people learned to wait, making up for Adam's impatience, and rely on G_d each day for their manna.  They learned to wait for their double portion of manna on Shabbat, the Sabbath.  They actually were first given the commandment to observe Shabbat during the Exodus, interestingly enough.  Everything was perfect as far as the rectification of Adam's sin.  The Jews learned to wait, reflect, and nurture the areas where G_d wanted them to grow from their thought patterns of slaves.  Per Rabbi Aryeh Kaplan, "After forty-nine days, the Jews had completely recovered from the descent to the forty-ninth level of Egyptian moral impurity.  The very next day as pure and healthy individuals, they were capable of receiving the Torah."  Unfortunately, after receiving the Torah, the Golden Calf was the game changer that set back the Jewish Nation to this day.
    Rabbi Aryeh Kaplan states that Pesach is a way back to rectification of the original sin.  "On Passover, the Jew is commanded to drink four cups of wine.  What is the significance of the wine?  According to the opinion which holds that the Tree of Knowledge was a grapevine, it would be understandable that our drinking of the four cups during the Passover seder is intricately connected to our task in rectifying the blemish brought on mankind by Adam's sin of eating (i.e. drinking) the forbidden fruit (i.e. wine).
    "Chassidus teaches that four klipos (impure shells) cover the Jew's Godly soul and prevent it from reaching its full potential.  By drinking each of the four cups of wine on the seder night, the individual succeeds in breaking apart all four of the impure shells and in this sense liberates the Godly soul from its own personal bondage to the forces of impurity."
     I happen to be learning Hisbonenus and am trying to master Dimension 3, "Transcendence, Soul in the body."  It's hard to draw in the G_dly life force into your inner wisdom and vision to see beyond the sensate reality.  When it dawned on me what Rabbi Aryeh Kaplan was saying, I went and got a glass of wine, since it was Shabbat.  I blessed the wine, drank it, said the after blessing, and then tried to master Dimension 3.  It worked!  The wine helped me deeply feel the connection of the outer G_dly life force and bring it within myself and better understand G_d's inner workings.
     The wine is the key to rectifying knowledge per my experience, but we don't want to misuse the wine like Noah did.  Per Rabbi Aryeh Kaplan, "The first act of Noah was the planting of a vineyard.  He then produced and drank wine.  His desire was to rectify Adam's initial sin which came about through the drinking of wine. However, Noah was careless and instead got drunk [and Ham dishonored his father, Noah]....Just as when Adam first ate (drank wine) the fruit from the Tree of Knowledge, Noah's drinking of wine also set the stage for the increase of immorality among mankind with the strengthening of the Yetzer Hara [evil inclination] into the body of man."
     My revelation for this Shabbat is that drinking wine at the correct time, in the correct amounts, for the reason to achieve the knowledge of the G_d's inspiration is the beginning to rectifying Adam's original sin.

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Trying Out My New Eddyline Sky 10 Kayak!

     It was hard to get a new kayak, but my dear brother, Rabbi Aryeh, insisted that CAyakgirl could not be without a safe kayak.  My Cobra Play got a hull fracture in the sitting area after 10 years of constant use.  I have the crack duct taped sealed after drilling the ends of the crack to prevent further cracking.  So this is my maiden voyage on my Eddyline Sky 10 at Lake Natoma near the western end.  It's quite different from my Cobra Play.

This is the lower lagoon.

Next adventure was at Negro Bar on Lake Natoma near the eastern end.  I had to see how this kayak handles in the current.

The currents in the canyon were a little treacherous for my first time on an intermediate kayak.  The skeg also doesn't allow me to turn on a dime like the Cobra Play.  I'll have to get used to that.

This is the upper lagoon.

I ended up in a nest of Red Slider Turtles here!

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Purim and the Mashiach

     During my Shabbat readings of Rabbi Aryeh Kaplan's, "The Aryeh Kaplan Reader:  The Gift He Left Behind,"  I found a great insight in the section in his essay "Uniting with G_d Via the Torah:  Understanding Supersedes the Sefirah of Wisdom" on p. 110-111.
     "In the aftermath of Purim [a few decades after the destruction of the First Temple which closed the era of prophecy and sealed the written Torah], a tremendous new interest in the study of the Oral Torah developed among the Jewish people.  Since one does not usually exhibit much enthusiasm or enjoyment for an activity in which one participates under duress, it is easy to understand why, prior to their acceptance of the Oral Torah on Purim, the Jews failed to distinguish themselves in this area of learning.
     "A major transformation in the service of the Jew developed during the time between the First and Second Temples,  The main focus during the period of the First Temple was mystical, while that of the Second Temple was of a more intellectual nature.  The first Temple was dominated by the sefirah of chochmah (wisdom) which is a mystical quality.  The Second Temple was influenced by the binah (understanding) which is basically and intellectual characteristic.
     "It makes sense that the Second Temple was dominated by binah, an intellectual aspect, as it was during this time that the study of the Oral Torah blossomed.  The Written Torah flourished during the First Temple when the quality of mysticism reigned supreme.
     "A question may be asked concerning the arrival of the Mashiach (the Messiah) and the construction of the Third (the final and eternal) Temple in Jerusalem.  What will be the important aspect governing Jewish awareness during the Messianic era?  Will Jews be influenced by the sefirah of daas (knowledge)?  We do find the verse in the prophetic Book of Isaiah (11:9) which predicts that in the future, 'The world will be filled with daas (knowledge) of the Lord, as the waters cover the sea.'"
     Rabbi Aryeh Kaplan continues in his next section:  "The Cause of Man's Downfall and Its Rectification."
     "There is an additional lesson regarding Purim that we can learn from Purim.  It concerns details that the Talmud mentions in connection with the coming of Mashiach.  To better understand this, let us ask the question, 'What was the cause of the original downfall of man?'  It came through daas (knowledge) or more specifically through the act of Adam's eating from the Etz Hadaas (the Tree of Knowledge) concerning good and bad.  The Talmud teaches that when Mashiach arrives, the world order will be rectified.  This means that daas (knowledge) which was corrupted on the sixth day by Adam will also be corrected and elevated to its original position during the creation of the world.
      "Purim has a very direct connection with daas.  There are three stated opinions regarding the identity of the forbidden fruit.  One opinion, and this is the view we will pursue, is that the Etz Hadaas was a grapevine....One way to rectify Adam's sin is to abstain from drinking wine...Another way to rectify Adam's sin is with the celebration of the holiday of Purim.  The Talmud teaches that one must drink wine until he is devoid of knowledge and is unable to distinguish between blessing Mordechai [a good man] and cursing Haman [a bad man]...."
     
     Why was I so inspired by Rabbi Aryeh Kaplan by this section?  When I was young, I used to ask G_d that in my world to come I would like to know everything, and I'd dream of sailing through the stars and discovering so many wonderful new horizons.  As I became older, I realized that I didn't want to know everything anymore.  There was a lot of evil out there that I'd rather not know about.  Now I'm in a new growth stage, however, thanks to my beloved Jewish brother who also is named Rabbi Aryeh, and I'm realizing that I can return to my former dream.
     My new learning deals with seeing all that G_d creates as inherently good.  Though bad things happen to me, I am learning to see why G_d has arranged it that way, so that I may benefit in good ways.   An example of this is my sibling rival, my sister, who hated me from my birth.
     This sister tried to drown me when I was around 9 years old and at the same time taught me not only how to outsmart her and swim downward so she couldn't grip my head anymore, but how to not suck in water when my body convulsed under the water for oxygen.  This was very important to know when I almost drowned at 12 years old  and my body convulsed for oxygen when G_d gave me my personal Bat Mitzvah in the American River, a Mikvah.
     This rival sister saved me in another way, as well.  When I was 15 years old, kidnappers called my home and this same sister answered the phone.  The kidnappers explained to her that they had me and that they were going to kill me!  She responded with her innate hatred of me, "Good, I never liked her anyway!" and hung up.  The kidnappers realized that I was of no value and never tried to kidnap me again.  Her need for my death saved my life twice!  Her bad was turned into G_d's good.
     So what does this mean?  How does daas (knowledge) become uncorrupted?  It means that we don't see the bad as bad anymore.  We don't see the difference between Mordechai and Haman.  We see the "bad" man as a tool of G_d's ultimate good.  We see it all as good, as I did as a child when I dreamed of knowing everything in the world to come---when I did not understand that there was bad knowledge.  We learn to look at everything with faith that it is G_d's good and no longer see "bad."
     Everything is from G_d.  There is no other influencer.  There is no question, "Is this of G_d or evil [from Satan]?"  Of course it's from G_d.  There is only G_d and only His good knowledge.  We have to change our viewpoint and uncorrupt our view of knowledge.  We have to look at our painful life experiences and change the pain to faith that it is for our good.  Eventually we can train ourselves to rethink the painful part of our life experience---experiencing the bad and accepting that it will be for our good.  As we practice, we will rethink in smaller and smaller time periods, until one day we can go straight to the faith that it will all be for our good without having to rethink.  Then we will have uncorrupted knowledge, and as a byproduct we will have eternal peace.

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Practicing "Landslide" by Stevie Nicks While Skiing

   One of my students made me promise to sing her a song on her birthday next Tuesday.  She thinks that I look like Stevie Nicks, so I decided to practice Stevie's "Landslide," since my kids told me it was the song depicting my life after the divorce.

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